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Up Daughters, The Glory Of The Lord Is Upon You!"
by Carol Scott

When I was a young mother in 1965, as I was hanging clothes on the
clothesline, a great light came beside me and a hush covered everything
as if the world itself had stopped turning. Notice I was not in a church
or on my knees in a great cathedral. God permeates women’s lives right
where they are in their ordinary days. The kitchen sink can be a
woman’s cloister, or my case, the clothesline was my meeting place
that day. From deep within me, a place untouched by sin, a place I
cannot access by my mind, a place free of illusions, a place I can never
will myself into, a place of brilliant tenderness, I heard the voice of
Jesus speak to me. Then, I was taken up, though my feet were firmly
rooted in the earth, I was taken up and I saw across the city. I saw the
glory of God burning in the women. I saw the fire of God lit in them.
Glory, glory, glory! Heaven and earth are full of that glory and I saw
it burning in the women.
I have seen you. You are like a bush burning in the desert. You are a
light set on a hill. This I know about each one of you, the whole spirit
world sees you. As they gaze at you the angels rejoice and the demons
shudder. For you are woman, designed from the very beginning to hold the
glory of God. As scripture says in 2 Cor.14:7, we men and women, earthen
vessels, hold a treasure, the glorious presence of God.
I come here with a deep belief that women and men serve no good purpose
by denying this glory. When women deny the eternal flame of glory
within, they become alienated from their very selves. When they deny the
glory within they become spiritually bent over. Like the stooped woman
in scripture the very bones of their bodies and spirits bend under the
weight of an ancient lying spirit. (Lk.13:10-13)
Yet, I know that no matter how stooped woman has become in the church,
the voice of Jesus is still calling her out. Telling her to stand tall.
Calling her a daughter. In scripture that stooped woman went to the
synagogue bowed like a question mark (?) not knowing who she was in God,
not knowing her inheritance in the family of God, and she came out like
an exclamation point (!). That is my hope for all of you in this
conference that you will walk out of this conference like an exclamation
point, knowing the glory that God has given to women as well as to men.
I hope both men and women will leave this place standing tall in truth,
empowered to stand up and call to others as Jesus did, “woman, you are
set free.”
I believe we woman have an important message to share not just with each
other but with the entire church. So I am here at Susan Hyatt’s
invitation to share my testimony with you. I will simply tell of my time
before I had scriptural insight, what changed my scriptural view of
women, and how I apply my understanding of biblical womanhood now.
I was born in a little rock house in the middle of the Kansas prairie
where wheat fields move like great oceans of undulating green waves. I
was blessed to marry a geologist who took me out of those wheat fields
and who invited me across wild oceans, up the world’s tallest
mountains, and into remote places I had only dreamed of as a child.
Each time I returned to the States with perplexing memories of the women
I had seen in these countless countries. I saw women who had been
sexually mutilated, women who were poor, women who were abused,
silenced. I saw elegant women in government mansions. I visited with
prominent women at fine banquets and conversed with scholarly women at
universities. But each time I would return to the States troubled in my
spirit. I was so troubled in the Spirit that I began weeping for women.
I wept because so few of the women I had seen knew who they were in the
family of God. They were stooped.
Few knew that before they were ever conceived in their mother’s womb
or that God had cradled them, breathed on them and sent them here with a
mission. They did not know there was a mandate on their lives that no
religious institution or no culture was to thwart and which no man could
fill.
My spirit was troubled by what I saw on these trips, but I didn’t know
how to incorporate these experiences into my life. The reason I
couldn’t yet incorporate or speak about these women was because I
lacked an understanding of God’s written plan for them. I was
scripturally blind. I had no scriptural roots for what I was seeing. I
was blinded to biblical womanhood; and worst yet, I didn’t know my own
blindness.
How could that be? I was a life-long Christian, a cradle Catholic. I was
Spirit- filled. I prayed in tongues. I was covered with the blood. I had
studied the word and heard preaching every Sunday. But, I was
scripturally blind. To me, women in scripture were minor characters,
except for Mother Mary in the New Testament and a few major women in the
Old Testament. Women in the book of ACTS were invisible to me. I read
right over their names. I had selective vision when it came to reading
the Bible and I didn’t even know I was missing anything. For example,
when I read of Priscilla and Aquilla, I read right over Priscilla as if
she just tagged along with Aquilla. I was blind to biblical womanhood.
It was not until I was standing in the middle of the double dry desert
in Abu Dabi that my eyes began to be opened. It was 112 degrees in the
shade and I, like the wild camels, was seeking any slim shadow a desert
plant would offer. It was then that I saw her coming across the desert
with her water jar in hand. She was covered in a heavy burqa and walked
with a slow pace across that hot sand. It was a pace no doubt set by her
mother and grandmothers before her. She was coming to a well. As she
approached the spigot she saw me. She set down her water jar and turned
to face me. We were two women, alone in the desert. We stood facing each
other with no words between us, but with a knowing look that women
sometimes have for each other. It was an understanding without sound.
When I returned to the States, I couldn’t get that woman out of my
mind; and strangely, I could only see her in red. I was so sure that she
was dressed in red that I asked my husband if there was a chance that
her garment was red. “No, not there” he said. As I puzzled about the
woman in red, I remembered that the early prophets often wore red. What
was the Spirit trying to say to me? I whispered, “What is it you want
to say to me, Lord? How am I deaf and blind to you, Holy Spirit? Speak
Lord, I’m listening.” I took up a Bible and began reading the story
about the woman at the well (John 4 ). The line “She set down her
water jar,” jumped out at me. So that day, I set down my water jar,
that is, I set down my old way of gathering holy water, and I began to
listen with new ears to the scriptures. I let the Spirit lead me. As I
did so, my blindness began to be washed away in that deep well of
scripture.
As I read, I saw that Jesus believed in the total equality of men and
women.
I saw that Jesus’ ministry was supported by women, spread by women,
announced by women and shared by women; and I painfully realized that
for 2,000 years church thinking has been almost exclusively male. Little
or nothing of women’s spiritual journey into the scriptures has been
preached on Sundays. Little or nothing of women’s insight has been
incorporated into church documents. I knew the entire church was stooped
because of that omission.
Every day the Holy Spirit and I read scripture together. I heard the
Spirit urge within me, “I want to lift shame off women.” “What
shame, Lord?” I asked. Immediately a childhood memory returned. It was
a memory of myself as a 7- year-old, little girl sitting in a church
class. We called it catechism class. The teacher was telling us about
original sin and the garden story. When the teacher concluded the story,
one of the boys said, “Why did Eve do that? Boy, oh boy, Eve ruined
everything for everybody.” In that moment, I looked at the boys; and I
knew I was different, less somehow, and of the gender who brought evil
to everyone. That ancient lying spirit came quickly to every little girl
in that class, and the silent shame shrouded us and began to stoop us.
The shame-filled translation lie of the garden had just been passed on
to another generation of children. As I recalled that childhood memory,
I understood this was the shame the Holy Spirit wanted to lift off
women. Lift the ancient lie. Lift the shame.
Quickly I grabbed the Bible and turned to Genesis. But now I read the
story with new eyes. I read Gen. 1: 26-27, “Male and female God
created them. In God’s image they were created.” God is male and
female; and woman in all her bloody roundness is an image of God!
Scripture says it is so.
I understood immediately that the Holy Spirit is grieved when we infer
that Eve was created inferior. I understood that we grieve the Holy
Spirit when we pass on the lie that woman’s subordination to man
occurred at creation. Scripture does not say that. Bad translations do.
God’s original plan was not that woman would be suppressed, oppressed,
depressed, denied opportunities, beaten by their husbands, mistreated,
raped, mutilated, veiled, stereotyped, bullied, shamed, enshrouded,
hidden, silenced, and enslaved. God’s original destiny for woman, a
destiny that was restored by Jesus, is that woman would rule on earth
with Adam. As I read, I realized that God gave them both dominion and
told both to go bear fruit. He gave women as well as men the apostolic
commission to go. That was before sin rent the genders apart and before
marriage was a cultural institution. Humanity was originally designed
for equal partnership and the apostolic mandate was given by God to both
women and men.
This is God’s basic plan. This is the plan satan wants to thwart.
Satan knows women are pivotal to God’s plan. To save himself, satan
has sought to destroy women. To prolong his time here he has in every
culture, in every generation, warred against women and they have
grievously suffered. Lying stories about women have been told through
the centuries by the Father of Lies, and many have believed his tales.
Scriptures have been twisted and poorly translated to suit those
erroneous beliefs
So now I speak in homes, prayer groups, discussion groups, wherever the
door opens. My message is, Jesus, Friend of Women. When I speak to
women’s groups, I say clearly, “Men are not the enemy.” Men are
designed by God to be equal companions with us in the kingdom. Women and
men were designed by the Creator for joint ministry, for egalitarian
ministry, together, for partnership ministry. I tell the Roman Catholics
and I tell other denominations that I believe God is restoring the
egalitarian ministry, restoring it as was the original design.
I believe as truth is being spoken, women are being set free from a deep
anger that has come through generations of victimization. They are being
set free from deep anger, but at the same time not going into ungodly
submission. I believe men’s eyes are being opened to truth which is
setting them free. I believe this is a very important time in which God
is breaking restrictions that have bound women and blinded men. This
time of restoration is so important because Acts 3:21 says, “Christ is
being held in the heaven until the times of universal restoration of
which God spoke.” What we are doing here today is part of that
universal restoration.
A most pressing prayer Jesus prayed in his agony was for unity. The
restoration of partnership ministry is part of Jesus’ pressing prayer
for unity. We must make that unity our high priority. We have not yet
opened the gift of unity in the church.
God is saying to the church, “Get up My Daughters and My Sons. My
Glory Is Upon You. I am lifting restrictions. I am restoring the
Garden’s partnership ministry. I am breaking ungodly submission. I am
stopping gendered ministry. I am restoring the original design.
After that Holy Spirit lesson on Genesis, the scriptures were on fire. I
saw women in the holy Bible whom I had never seen. I began to understand
the great role women had in salvation history.
A few examples: I saw that women were the key players in the Hebrew
nation’s salvation. Without women we would never be singing “Go Down
Moses, Way Down in Egypt Land.”
Two midwives broke the law at great risk to their own lives, plunged
their arms into the birth waters, and made sure Moses lived. We need
women today who are not afraid to plunge into the birth waters of what
God is birthing in the church today.
I read of the great prophetic Miriam, the first woman I know in
scripture who led women to freedom, by leading them in the dance of
freedom as they left Egypt. The poet, Mary Lou Sleevi, writes, “Oh
that women today would point their toes in God’s direction and, like
Miriam, turn this earth into God’s dance floor.” A victory dance is
coming. We need Miriams of this generation to stand up and lead the
dance to victory.
I stumbled onto Junia, the apostle who suffered imprisonment and who was
honored as an apostle until the 12th century when attempts were made to
erase her from history. And, there was deacon Phoebe. You have no idea
how this rattled the brain of a Roman Catholic who has known nothing but
male hierarchy. I hope you will give the Holy Spirit permission to
rattle your brain a bit. We need men and women today who have the
courage necessary to allow the Holy Spirit to shake, rattle and roll
their brains and move them beyond theological and denominational
boundaries.
I read Anna with new eyes. Anna, the old one, was the first person to
evangelize the Jews. When Jesus was just 8 days old, she told them the
newborn Jesus was the Messiah. She was such a prophet of God that she
recognized Jesus among dozens of children in the temple that day and she
spoke to every seeker who came into the temple. Anna’s story has so
much to say to us today, especially to older women, who are the most
silenced and forgotten people in our culture and in our churches.
There is a stigma in our culture that comes to women in old age. Why do
you think we women put harsh chemicals on our faces and even undergo a
surgeon’s knife? We know that wrinkles can silence women’s wise
prophetic voices and hush their gifts. Today, God is restoring the
ministries of wrinkled women. God is calling out Annas, His elder
daughters. Restrictions are being taken off older women. They are being
released for ministries. Wherever I am, I call out to elderly women and
say, “Elder daughter of God, do not say I am too old. Arise, stand up,
the glory of the Lord is upon you, and like Anna, you cannot be silent.
Remember too that it was a woman who initiated Jesus’ first public
miracle at Cana. At Cana, Mary revealed what God wanted to do because
she knew the timing of God. I understood that we women of today are to
be aware of God’s time and courageously initiate the miracles in this
generation even when society does not agree and the church murmurs
against us. There is wine to be poured out for this generation; and we
women, like Mary, must stand up and call for it.
As I read and studied the scriptures, the Holy Spirit would nudge me to
check the pictures that were in my head. Though I was on a pathway of
truth, I had faulty pictures in my head.
For example, how many women witnessed the crucifixion? The picture in my
head was Mary, Mary Magdalene, and a couple other women as seen in some
famous Italian painting. I had allowed someone else to paint a false
picture in my head. The gospel of John says many women were there
witnessing the crucifixion. Every time I read of the crucifixion, I had
to take down the faulty picture in the gallery of my mind and
consciously see John’s many brave women standing on the hill
witnessing. Sometimes that is all we can do is witness and remember so
we can tell the truth.
And when I read of the two disciples walking on the road to Emmaus, why
did my mind usually make pictures of two men walking on the road? Who
put that picture in my head? Traditionally, it was thought they were
husband and wife-- partnership ministry.
Why did I see only men at the last supper? Knowing now the egalitarian
nature of Jesus’ ministry, why did that faulty picture hang in my
head? I had allowed a famous last-supper painting to nullify the truth
of scripture.
He said to his disciples, “Take and eat, this is my body, do this in
memory of me.” Why do I have pictures of only male disciples receiving
that request? Disciples were men and women.
Do you have some pictures in the gallery of your mind that you need to
take down? Do it today!
As the pictures in my mind changed, the Spirit began to correct my
habits of speech. Linguists, people who study language, tell us that a
word is not a word unless it puts a picture in your head. The Holy
Spirit wanted my words to paint accurate pictures for others.
I no longer use the term “men” when I mean men and women because I
know that word “men” will put faulty pictures in the hearers’
heads.
When I mean male, I say men. When I mean female, I say women.
When I mean male and female together, I say humanity.
When I say disciples, I make certain listeners know disciples were women
and men.
I encourage you to watch your language, be careful of the pictures you
are painting in the minds of others because God wants us to put on a new
mind, and that mind of Christ will bear no false pictures. Speak
truthfully. Use accurate words.
Children in our churches hear mostly male examples and male images. I
balance this with truth.
I hang pictures in the gallery of my grandchildren’s minds by simply
teaching scriptural truth. When I make bread and my grandchildren are
there, I speak scriptural truth. I say, “God is like a woman making
bread.” When a child is scared and needing to hide in the arms of God,
I embrace that child; and I say, “ God is like a mother hen.” When
we have lost something and the family is searching and finally finds the
object, I say, “God is like a woman looking for a lost coin.” When I
am mixing yeast into the flour, I say, “God’s kingdom is like a
woman putting leaven in three pecks of meal until all is leavened. You
see, I am hanging new pictures for this generation of children.
I am assuming there will be some sorting and rearranging in all our
minds. Some old pictures may be tossed out and new ones hung. It may be
painful to let go of cherished paintings, but if we search here together
for truth we will all be set free. Did Jesus not say, “I have more to
tell you but you could not bear it now.” (John 16:12) Didn’t Jesus
also say, “I will send the Spirit of Truth who will guide you to all
truth.” Jesus is here wanting to tell the church what it couldn’t
bear to hear in earlier years and the Holy Spirit of Truth is hovering
to set BOTH men and women free today.
“I have much more to tell the church,” the Lord says. “Listen. My
truth will set you free.”
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